okay so their set was like at 11:15 and we were on the side of the stage because we were vip but we got kicked off by their manager. so during their set they were like oh everyone should come to denny's with us tonight at 9 on the dennys off of 1960. but later at the acoustic they changed it to the one on 45 and then they changed the time to 10 later at the merch booth so like hardly anyone was there when we got there. then all the guys showed up at like 10:30 and all the peoples at dennys were so excited and sat up a huge table and me and taylor were at a booth right by the table and all the guys walked around and said hi to everyone which was like 3 tables haha so some of the guys went and sat with people and austin told me and taylor to come sit with him so we sat at the big table with all the merch guys and guitar techs and girlfriends, and everyone was so sweet. and then all of their food started coming and my baby KYLE came and sat next to me and he ordered like 3 different meals and he was just being funny the whole time and the guitar tech john was like ordering water with cherrys in it and shit. and the waitresses were so funny and telling kyle that they wanted to have his babies and stuff and one of them was taking a video of the funny white boy (kyle) on her phone and she was like to kyle "are these your fans" talking about me and tay and he's like "no these aren't my fans, these are my friends" so we were just sitting there with austin and kyle for like an hour and then we did the awful waffle (idk if you watched the video if you didnt i will explain) and we headed out to the bus and said bye to everyone and aughhh it was great they were so sweet

It's been a week since I found out about the death of Casey Calvert from Hawthorne Heights, and it's still bothering me a lot. Though few people enjoy Hawthorne Heights' music, I doubt anyone who has met the band would ever say that they hate them as people. I loved their music about 18 months ago but slowly grew away from it. However, when they came back and July I went anyway, because the whole band was very dear to my heart. I met Casey twice. The first time was when I was barely 14, still went to concerts with my dad. My dad and him took a picture together. This summer Andi and I talked to him for a while, mostly about the Hawthorne Heights DVD which I absolutely adore. It really gave a picture of who Casey was, this wild crazy nice guy. We also talked about his lovely chestpiece of a rainbow heart. I really am still upset by this whole ordeal. I'm still not over the death of John Holohan from Bayside, who died over two years ago. Who knows how long it will take me to get over this death. I feel so horrible for Casey's wife. I watched an interview with her on mtv.com about his death, and she seemed like an amazing strong person. I hope she does well without him and I wish the band and her the best of luck in the future.





i look so much better now

i have no friends :]

today was boost mobile rock corps volunteering for the taking back sunday concert

i did it last year, but this year was sooo much more fun. we volunteered at the houston food bank, and all the 14-16 year olds were in the same group.

we boxed over eight thousand pounds of food. i made lots of new friends and i cannot wait until the concert!